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一直答应ken，写一篇关于Islab的英文体会，却一直没有合适的时间，合适的心情。没有想到的是，在我真正开始写它时，正是我离开的时候。请原谅，这个时候，我无法用英文表达自己的心情，但请相信我现在写的东西，是我与这个团体相处半年多的真实记录，它一定比你看到的我曾经说过，写过的其他一切都要真实。 2007年10月6日，SonjaLeaf Lunasea在Islab的土地上诞生。那时候的Islab，空无一人，我甚至不知道除了门口大厅外，还有哪个空间能真正被利用起来。在hipihi里认识的蓝纱，也就是Suzy，偶尔会以兔子的形象出现。当然还有很少说话的ken。我不知道他们是做什么的，看到islab.org的title只觉得这大概某个公司的SL门户。那是我毫无目的的在地图上寻找着绿点，探索着这个陌生的世界。起初加的好友，多数都是外国人，因为那时，在SL中发现一个“同胞”，也并非一件容易之事。但是每次游荡过后，我都不会忘记“回家”，因为这里是我出生的地方。 那时候想要在Islab停留的确是难事，因为多数时候，你都会孤独一人。后来longlong来了，hotakyi来了，islab逐渐有了一点人… Continue

This morning i looked into the mirror, i saw a red-eyed face. and it was hard for me to open my eyes wider. and I thought, i must be looked very down. my eyes would get bloated eveytime after i cried. after i'd arrived at the studio, i sat in front of the computer, taking out my glasses and wearing them quickly and then i felt safe to hide my eyes behind the glasses And yes, i did weep again last night. I never wished i'm so impressible i wanna be a strong-minded girl then i could give out my p… Continue

I feel god is so kind to me. feels like everybody around me is so nice people. they all wish me good as what i'm doing to all of them. i'm thankful when being helped and liked and i would love to help and give. this is what make my life significant, it is the happiest thing to me. the following is something i want to say to a friend, as well as everyone of you here, hope you could know what i'm saying, good for all of you~ looking back to your past, you may feel upset, regret, you may feel hurt… Continue

Can u distinguish SL from RL? The answer for me is not. I've just met some friends in SL, trying to hide everything about their RL, even their sex! I don't know about their thoughts. Maybe they just wanna experiance a different life here, or it is just fun. but have they noticed the friends they made here? Do they be aware of their friends' feeling, when the truth is uncovered one day. would they feel be tricked and stupid? what i'm thinking about is, SL is always real life in a lot of ways. Ava… Continue